“Unless it’s a situation of utter relief from the most adverse possible circumstances,” says Dr. Mitchell Baris, “ambivalent feelings are likely to linger.” There is, quite simply, a period of wondering whether you could have worked it out or whether you simply gave up too soon. One friend of ours began harboring such feelings, especially after his ex started calling him and asking him to be open, at least, to trying again. Her requests were especially tempting to him because she had been the one to end the relationship and push for the divorce in the first place. Just a year ago, he had pleaded with her to give the marriage a shot, and now, miraculously, she was doing just that. But for our friend, things had changed. The experience had revealed to him his wife’s fickle, callous side, and he had started dating someone new. Not only was he basically content again, but also he had no desire to plunge himself into the pain he had experienced as recently as a year before. What should he do? A therapist wisely advised him to get together with his ex-spouse. “Don’t be afraid,” the psychiatrist told him. “You’re thinking very clearly now, and you’ll see things for what they really are.” Indeed he did. His ex-wife claimed she wanted a reunion, but within minutes of their meeting at a local coffee shop, she was commenting on his tie (too loud) and his hair (too short). Our friend was cordial throughout the meeting but was able to walk away from it understanding he was well out of a relationship that meant nothing but pain. He had looked into the eye of the monster, after all, and he had prevailed. The moral of the story: After your divorce, face your ambivalence head on. If your spouse has really been a louse or is just not right for you, you’ll have the ability to see that, even if in your weaker moments you’re still not sure.
